It's been a long time, hasn't it? Or it feels like it has, to me. I don't know how long it's been for you.
You know what's funny? I'm on Taisho now. But there's no one there I recognize. I'm sure I'll get along with them all. But being here is kind of... It makes me think of you. And my heart aches.
I miss you so much it feels like I can't breathe sometimes. I'm back, but so few people I knew remain. And the ones I loved are mostly gone. I want so badly to be able to talk to you. To hold your hands and listen to your voice. Being around you--I always felt I could figure things out. And I'll pull myself together, I promise, but I hope you won't mind if, just for a little while, I'm a bit of a mess.
But I don't want you to worry either. I really will be okay, I won't allow myself to get bogged down, I'll see this through properly.
I hope you're doing well. That whatever you're up to, you're thriving. I don't know if you'll get this, or if you can reply, but I'd love to know you're okay. That your heart's being looked after. That you're being appreciated and loved like you deserve to be.
You're a special guy, [YASURAGI-NO-MIKOTO]. One of the most amazing and sweet people I've known, with a terribly sharp wit. I'm going to miss all of that. Every part of your. Your insight. Your gentleness. Your neuroticism. Your kindness. Your humor. Every time I could get you to smile at me.
I'm imagining you making faces reading this, actually. I hope they're cute ones.
All my love, [Ogre]
Addressed to DANTALION LOKI KALERVO SVANTOVIT REBEL REBEL
It's been a long time huh? For me at least. I just got back on the production myself and it seems so much has changed.
I miss you. I hope you're doing well, but... I guess it's hard to express. There's something missing without you here. You were always... Solid. A presence I just kind of felt I could depend on, but never noticed until the ache of it being gone made me realize.
I hope I appreciated you enough while you were here, but just in case I'll say this now; thank you. For everything. I miss you a lot.It's kind of bittersweet, since I'm hoping you're having a good time and living your life fulfilled. Yet I still wish I could see you.
I'll check in on Lucifel and Persephone for you soon.
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It's been a long time, hasn't it? Or it feels like it has, to me. I don't know how long it's been for you.
You know what's funny? I'm on Taisho now. But there's no one there I recognize. I'm sure I'll get along with them all. But being here is kind of... It makes me think of you. And my heart aches.
I miss you so much it feels like I can't breathe sometimes. I'm back, but so few people I knew remain. And the ones I loved are mostly gone. I want so badly to be able to talk to you. To hold your hands and listen to your voice. Being around you--I always felt I could figure things out. And I'll pull myself together, I promise, but I hope you won't mind if, just for a little while, I'm a bit of a mess.
But I don't want you to worry either. I really will be okay, I won't allow myself to get bogged down, I'll see this through properly.
I hope you're doing well. That whatever you're up to, you're thriving. I don't know if you'll get this, or if you can reply, but I'd love to know you're okay. That your heart's being looked after. That you're being appreciated and loved like you deserve to be.
You're a special guy, [YASURAGI-NO-MIKOTO]. One of the most amazing and sweet people I've known, with a terribly sharp wit. I'm going to miss all of that. Every part of your. Your insight. Your gentleness. Your neuroticism. Your kindness. Your humor. Every time I could get you to smile at me.
I'm imagining you making faces reading this, actually. I hope they're cute ones.
All my love,
[Ogre]
Addressed to DANTALION LOKI KALERVO SVANTOVIT REBEL REBEL
It's been a long time huh? For me at least. I just got back on the production myself and it seems so much has changed.
I miss you. I hope you're doing well, but... I guess it's hard to express. There's something missing without you here. You were always... Solid. A presence I just kind of felt I could depend on, but never noticed until the ache of it being gone made me realize.
I hope I appreciated you enough while you were here, but just in case I'll say this now; thank you. For everything. I miss you a lot.It's kind of bittersweet, since I'm hoping you're having a good time and living your life fulfilled. Yet I still wish I could see you.
I'll check in on Lucifel and Persephone for you soon.
Love,
[Ogre]